Wednesday, July 29, 2020

Week 5: growing evangelistically - the 'leaves'

‘learning, with our neighbours,
to discover & re-tell our stories within God’s Story’


You can LISTEN to this week's readings and reflections here.


Genesis 2:4b-9

In the day that the Lord God made the earth and the heavens, when no plant of the field was yet in the earth and no herb of the field had yet sprung up—for the Lord God had not caused it to rain upon the earth, and there was no one to till the ground; but a stream would rise from the earth, and water the whole face of the ground— then the Lord God formed man from the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and the man became a living being. And the Lord God planted a garden in Eden, in the east; and there he put the man whom he had formed. Out of the ground the Lord God made to grow every tree that is pleasant to the sight and good for food, the tree of life also in the midst of the garden, and the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

Revelation 22:1-2

22 Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb through the middle of the street of the city. On either side of the river is the tree of life with its twelve kinds of fruit, producing its fruit each month; and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations.

A ‘cutting’ of tree wisdom (Genny Tunbridge)

Leaves are (generally) good news for humans. The fresh green of new leaves in spring inspires us, their dappled green canopy shades and calms us in summer, the riot of colour in autumn delights us, and the fallen leaves are fun to crunch through (though some find them a nuisance!). And they help produce the oxygen we breathe. But all these are beneficial by-products of the leaf’s purpose and life cycle.

A leaf is a living, breathing solar panel, creating food for the tree through photosynthesis. Using energy from sunlight it converts water and carbon dioxide into glucose, producing surplus oxygen as a by-product. Under the leaf’s waxy protective top layer are veins, which transport the water and sugar and support a spongy layer holding chloroplasts, containing chlorophyll, the pigment which absorbs the sun’s energy. (Chlorophyll absorbs red and blue light but reflects the green light, which is why leaves appear green). The underside of leaves are porous, with stomata (tiny pores) drawing in carbon dioxide and releasing oxygen and excess water.

It seems wasteful that most trees throw away these little miracles every year, then spend energy growing new ones, but during cold, stormy winters leaves are potentially dangerous. The water needed for photosynthesis may freeze, stopping leaves working and causing serious damage; while a tree in full leaf risks being toppled or broken by a strong gale. The tree prepares by withdrawing nutrients from the leaves (including the chlorophyll, resulting in changing colours), storing them in the roots, then shedding its leaves and going into hibernation until spring.


Introduction to the theme (Al Barrett)

‘Evangelism’ is a word that I’ve spent a lot of my life avoiding. It too easily conjures up, for me, the idea of pressured sales techniques, and the kind of street preachers in Birmingham city centre that shout aggressively through loudspeakers. The word ‘evangelism’ is about sharing ‘good news’, but it often doesn’t feel like good news when you’re on the receiving end of that kind of thing.

There are a number of reasons why we’ve chosen to link evangelism with the leaves of the tree. One reason is because it’s through the leaves that a two-way exchange happens between the tree and the wider world: leaves ‘breathe out’ oxygen into the atmosphere that we humans and other animals need to be able to stay alive; but leaves also ‘breathe in’ the carbon dioxide that we humans produce in such horrifically large quantities. Trees are the world’s respirator, life support system – which is why we so desperately need to fight against the deforestation that continues apace. When the book of Revelation talks about the leaves of the tree of life being ‘for the healing of the nations’, it touches on a very literal, ecological reality. It points us towards the shalom (peace, justice, healing) that we’re seeking for all creation, that’s at the heart of our ‘good news’. But these ‘healing’ leaves are also part of a delicately balanced ecology, a two-way process of ‘breathing out’ and ‘breathing in’.

Evangelism isn’t, despite the street preachers’ shouting, about a one-way ‘broadcast’. It’s about a two-way relationship: listening as much as speaking, learning as much as teaching, discovering as much as showing. In our ‘growing tree’, we’ve described it as ‘learning, with our neighbours, to discover & re-tell our stories within God’s Story’. We approach our neighbours, expecting to learn as much from them as they from us, expecting them to have God-given wisdom and insights that will stretch and challenge us. We might have caught glimpses of parts of the jigsaw puzzle picture of reality that they haven’t – but they will have seen parts that will come as news to us! We need to journey together, to discover God’s Story in all its fullness, and to discover how our own stories fit together, within God’s Story.

Another reason we’ve chosen to link evangelism to the leaves of the tree is that the particular glimpse of God’s Story that we Christians have been given is the story told in the pages of the bible: a story which begins with a story of a garden full of trees, and ends with a vision of a city, centred around a tree – a tree recognisable from the story of beginnings, the Tree of Life. And somewhere in the middle of the story there are both a tree and a garden too, where both death and life come into the sharpest focus. What might it mean for us, to discover and re-tell our own stories between the garden and the city, in the company of these trees which mark our origins and our future? That is the question that we have to consider when we think about ‘evangelism’. It’s a question that invites us to use our imaginations, to get in touch with our inner poet, as much if not more than the rational, analytical, scientific parts of our brain. The ‘good news’ isn’t a formula to calculate, an equation to solve – it’s a story to enter, to explore, to discover, to live and breathe.

Reflection (Tim Evans)

I wonder what comes to mind when you hear the world 'evangelism?' In my experience it's a word that many people recoil from unless they would count themselves as an 'evangelist.' I studied history and you soon realise that evangelism and colonialism have often been bedfellows. This begs the question about whether is a 'redeemable' term or one we should potentially move on from. 

The biblical image of the evangelist is therefore perhaps one we have lost sight of when we encounter colonialism, moralism, social control, emotional manipulation, street preachers, televangelists, alter calls. In the world of the Bible the term evangelist was simply to describe a messenger sent from the battlefield who proclaimed news of victory and sought to bring the experience of that victory to the city i.e who shared that which was already true in the death and resurrection of Jesus that faith, hope and love have triumphed over fear, evil and death for everyone and everything. 

My own journey has been a bit of a roller coaster. When I first became a Christian and for a good few years afterwards I wanted to tell everyone about my faith and convince them to believe and experience what I had. I was so excited about my faith, the difference it had made to me, I felt I had found the key to the meaning of life, that I took every opportunity to talk about it. I even went to the point of working for a missionary organisation. But after a couple of years working there, that's where things began to change for me as I began to ask myself some tough questions: 

1. Was the Christian faith a set of beliefs which people needed to convince themselves to believe?

2. Was evangelism about rescuing people from the eternal fiery furnace? Bad news before Good News. 

3. Where did my passion and commitment to social justice fit in? 

4. Was getting people to believe what I believed really about them or making me feel more secure in myself and what I believed? 

5. Working with people, all of whom had stories and some quite painful to share, the traditional narrow model of sin, free will and salvation didn't seem to do justice to their experiences of life

6. I knew people of different faiths and no faith who seemed to act in a really 'Christian' manner and Christians who didn't.

So I left that organisation, found some spaces for study and reflection, and slowly began to rebuild how I saw my faith and how it connected with others. Here's now how I might attempt to answer those questions I asked of myself. 

1. The early Christians were called followers of The Way - more of a journey than a destination, praxis of action and reflection than getting people to believe a set of propositional truths. We can share our journey with others not worrying about whether we have it all together or the answers to every question. 

2. The story of God wasn't really about 'heaven and hell' with evangelism the way you got people from one eternal destination to another, but about the kingdom now and the kingdom to come in which all things are ultimately included 

3. Social justice (including environmental justice, racial justice etc) was absolutely intrinsic to what God was up to in the world. Calling people to serve the cause of justice is evangelism!

4. The truth was that whenever someone I knew started to follow Jesus it made me feel a little more smug and a little less insecure! As I have grown older and more secure in myself and my faith, I find myself more able to simply live a life of integrity. How and who we are is evangelism. I am always up for sharing perspectives about my faith, but being really open to being shaped by the perspectives and stories of others. 

5. Listening properly and valuing the stories, experiences and questions of others and trusting that God is present with them. Where appropriate sharing some of my own story or my understanding of the story of God and engaging in that reciprocal conversational process where we can learn and discover together. 

6. Noticing the kingdom of God being at work in whoever and wherever it is to be found, and valuing the culture, traditions, beliefs, language people want to use to describe how and why they act in the world. 

Our readings are about the tree of life at the beginning and end of the Bible. Experiencing life in the way God intended appears to be core to the creation story and the story of the reconciliation of all things. Peace with God, each other and creation, the vision of Shalom. They are like bookends. Between those bookends we have the story of the people of God, the sending of Jesus and the story of the early Church. But we also have our own ongoing stories and the stories of our family, friends, neighbours and communities. The interaction of these stories mean that we and all our relationships are part of that ongoing story of God and discovery of life. Of course the fact that we are between those bookends means that our stories are often painful and difficult, that things which are non-shalom are part of our experience and our stories and we can discover God in those moments together too. 

So my own journey has taken me to a place where I find hope in the overarching story of God, the reconciliation of all things. I find comfort in the sense of God being present with us in the now and that the kingdom of God is present in the world for us to discover in all kinds of people and places. I find purpose in seeking to be part of that story of seeking justice, well-being, integrity, harmony that the Bible describes as Shalom. 

What does all that mean for evangelism? 

  • valuing our own story
  • connecting to people, listening to and sharing stories
  • exploring the story of God together with our neighbours valuing each of our experiences, perspectives and insights
  • trusting that all our stories and the story of the world is caught up in the story of God who renews all things.

What does it mean for you? 

Reflection (Ruth Harley)

I don’t know about you, but I love a good story – whether it’s a film, a book, a TV programme, or someone telling me about something funny that happened to them last week, or how they met their partner. There’s something about stories that draws us in and makes us want to know more, to know what happens next.

Stories and story-telling are key to evangelism. When we share our faith, we aren’t just sharing a set of rules to follow, or a set of intellectual statements to assent to, or even a set of values to live by. We are sharing something of the story of God and the people of God, the story of our lives and how we have known and experienced God.

Stories are powerful things. We are all shaped and formed by the stories we tell – about ourselves and about others. Every family, every community, every group of people has a set of shared stories. Often we tell those stories when we get together. Often we hand them on to our children. Often those stories begin: “remember that time when…”

Scripture is part of the shared story of the church, and when we read the bible, when we revisit the stories we know so well, often we are engaging in that kind of “remember when…” story-telling. Remember when God let us into freedom… Remember when God answered our prayers… Remember when we were lost and wondering where God was… Remember when God did something we never expected to see…

And when we tell those stories to and with people who haven’t encountered them before, that’s an important part of inviting people into the shared life of the church, into the story of God. But it’s not the only way stories work evangelistically.

In Godly Play, when we tell a bible story, we often ask “I wonder where you are in this story?” But I sometimes think we should turn that question around “I wonder where this story is in you?” Because the stories of scripture, the story of God’s love for us and God’s redeeming, healing, re-creating purpose, is not just something we remember – it is something that shapes and transforms us, and which lives in our own stories too.

Part of the task of evangelism is to be attentive to where God is present in our own stories and in the stories of our neighbours – to recognise and point out where God’s story is entwined in the stories people already know and live by. Perhaps in moments of forgiveness, or peace or joy, perhaps in stories of struggle and tenacious clinging to hope in the face of adversity, perhaps in everyday stories of love.

And part of the task of evangelism is to recognise the stories we are living and creating right now. When we look back on this strange time, what will be the stories we tell: “remember when…”?  What will be the stories our neighbours tell? Where – by our actions and words - are we weaving the love and hope and grace we have received from God into the shared stories of our community?

Our reading from Revelation speaks of the leaves of the tree being “for the healing of the nations”. Our task is to take the great story of God’s healing love which we have received, to dwell in it and allow it to dwell in us, and to share it not only by telling and re-telling, but by allowing it to transform the way we live, so that we are continually creating new stories of healing, wholeness and hope, in which others may recognise the love of God, and know themselves to be loved.

5th Gospel (Paul Nash)   

At the children's hospital we have been inspired by the verse from Revelation 22 which talks about "the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations" (v2).

The altar cloth which was a gift made especially for us, picks up this verse and has been the inspiration for us to have prayer trees during the different seasons of the year. We have these prayer trees in chapel and also do one for our annual memorial service. All of these are put together and maintained by our wonderful honorary chaplains. As patients, families and staff put up their leaves they not only reflect their prayers but their hopes and wishes and downright cries of desperation.

Being able to facilitate the writing of these prayer leaves is one of our expressions of seeking to communicate to our hospital community, that God is interested in them, concerned for them, loves them. We have become used to using rituals, activities as ways of expressing and showing and giving people the opportunity to respond to God's love for them. These prayer trees and leaves are a reminder that God is for them not against them, available to them, not indifferent to their needs. They are missional and evangelistic in their very nature, as they symbolise the presence of God in places of pain and struggles.

The offer to pray for others is clearly showing a pastoral concern but it is also an evangelistic resource. This became very clear to me during my curacy in Aston when we used to go door-to-door in the multi faith community explaining to people that we were having a prayer meeting at church and was there anything we could pray for them. in my initial fear and anticipation, I would have never anticipated the warmth from virtually everybody we offered this to, and the tears that came to so many eyes that the church and God was interested in them. The leaves of the trees continue to be the healing for the individuals in our nations.


Questions for reflection / discussion

As I read / listened to the readings and reflections for this week…

·         what did I notice, or what particularly stood out for me?

 

·         what did they make me wonder, or what questions am I pondering?

 

·         what have they helped me realise?

 

·         is there anything I want to do or change in the light of this week's topic?

 


On this week’s theme – growing evangelistically (‘leaves’):

·         In what ways am I noticing myself [or us as a church community] growing evangelistically (discovering and re-telling our stories within God’s Story) during this time?


·         What are the things that are helping me [or us] grow evangelistically at the moment?

 

  • What am I noticing at the moment that it would be good for us, as a church community, to nurture and develop, in the coming months, to help us continue to grow evangelistically?

 

  • What is not happening at the moment, that am I missing, that would usually help me [or us] grow evangelistically?

 

  • Is there anything that is not happening at the moment, that we have an opportunity to let go of?

 


Any other reflections…

 


A prayer for this journey:

God our Maker, Jesus our Grounding, Holy Spirit our Living Water,
in you is our hope, in you is our life, in you we grow and flourish:
in the changes, challenges and uncertainties of our world,
help us to reach down deep, as we root our trust in you;
help us to reach out wide,
in loving connection with our neighbours near and far;
and may we see and share your goodness
as the life of your kingdom springs up in us, around us and beyond us.
Amen.


Activities / conversation-starters with young (and not-so-young!) people

  • If you are able to get out, go for a walk and see how many types of leaf you can spot. Notice the different shapes, sizes, colours and textures. If you are with others, you could have a competition to see how many different leaves you can find in a certain time, or over a certain distance. 
  • Have a go at creating some leaf-rubbing art. Collect some leaves, and place them face down underneath a piece of paper. Rub over them with a crayon so that the outline and texture of the leaves becomes visible on the paper. Experiment with different types of leaves to see which ones work best. Try using different leaf shapes to create a picture or pattern.
  • This week we are thinking about sharing stories. How many ways of sharing a story can you think of? You could include ways that use speaking, writing, drawing, making, and much more…
  • Using one or more of the story-telling techniques you have identified, try telling a story:

-          Tell a story from your own life. Try to include something about where you think God is in the story.

-          Tell a story about Jesus from the Bible. Try to choose a story which you think has something to do with your life at the moment.

Find somebody to share your story with – either in person, or by phone or Zoom.


Friday, July 24, 2020

Week 4: growing missionally - the 'branches'


‘reaching out to encounter and connect
with neighbours near and far, and with the earth itself’


You can LISTEN to this week's readings and reflections here.

Mark 4:30-32
30 He also said, “With what can we compare the kingdom of God, or what parable will we use for it? 31 It is like a mustard seed, which, when sown upon the ground, is the smallest of all the seeds on earth; 32 yet when it is sown it grows up and becomes the greatest of all shrubs, and puts forth large branches, so that the birds of the air can make nests in its shade.”


A ‘cutting’ of tree wisdom (Genny Tunbridge)

A tree needs to get as many leaves as possible into the sunlight – this is why it has branches.  By extending itself outwards and upwards from the trunk, it can greatly increase the area exposed to the light. Each bough, branch or twig is simply a smaller, younger version of the trunk itself, with the same inner structure and function, branching and branching again to spread its coverage.

Branches, most clearly seen in winter, give trees their shape, distinctive for each species – from spreading oak to tall, thin poplar; but no two trees are exactly alike in their ‘ramification’ (from Latin ramus – branch).  The complex three-dimensional pattern of overlapping branches big and small is different for every tree, as each responds to its own particular environment. A tree in the middle of a wood has most of its branches reaching high to find the light, and few or none growing lower down on its trunk. At the wood’s edge, branches grow out sideways into the sunlight; and a solitary tree in a field will send out branches all round.

We are aware of trees shedding their leaves seasonally. But they also – less often - shed branches. Overshadowed branches, their leaves no longer able to process the sunlight, are allowed to die so as not to use up food. Fungi attack the dead wood until it rots and drops off. As long as the branch was not too thick, in a few years the tree will regrow bark to cover the wound before the fungus can penetrate further.

A note on mustard seed (Al Barrett)

‘Mustard,’ wrote Pliny the Elder in around 78 AD, ‘is extremely beneficial for the health. It grows entirely wild, though it is improved by being transplanted: but on the other hand when it has once been sown it is scarcely possible to get the place free of it, as the seed when it falls germinates at once.’ Not good news, then, for those who like their gardens or fields well-ordered and under control. A recent Californian blogger described it as ‘the single most pestilential invasive plant in the entire county’.

‘Opportunistic’ plants like mustard ‘crave disturbance, love sunlit edges, churned-up ground, and often, poor soil’. Ecosystems that are much less-disturbed by human activity tend to be much more resistant to invasions by the likes of mustard, which thrives best in ‘disrupted ecosystems, fragmented and degraded by grazing, logging, dams, road building, pollution, and other human activity… When humans make a clearing, nature leaps in, working furiously to rebuild an intact humus and fungal layer, harvest energy, and reconstruct all the cycles and connection that have been severed. A thicket of fast-growing pioneer plants [like mustard], packing a lot of biomass into a small space, is a very effective way to do this,’ gradually enabling the ecosystem to find a new equilibrium, where other plants and trees can also begin to flourish again.

References:
·         Jim Perkinson, Political Spirituality in an Age of Eco-Apocalypse: Communication and Struggle Across Species, Cultures, and Religions (New York: Palgrave Macmillan, 2015)
·         Toby Hemenway, Gaia’s Garden: A Guide to Home-Scale Permaculture, 2nd edition (White River Junction, VT: Chelsea Green, 2009) 

Introduction to the theme (Al Barrett)

This week, we’re thinking about how we ‘reach out’ to encounter and connect with others: with neighbours near and far, and with the earth itself. We began thinking about connecting in week 2, with our ‘roots’ that stretch out underground, connecting neighbouring trees together in one big mutual life support system. A tree’s branches reach out in a way that almost mirrors its root system – but above ground they’re much more visible, and also hospitable to all kinds of other creatures (as Jesus’ short but powerfully provocative parable reminds us). Such creatures often make their homes in the tree’s branches. But the tree needs them too: they often live together in what scientists call a symbiotic relationship (from the Greek words ‘sym + biosis’ = ‘living together’). As a church community, we ‘reach out’ to connect with life beyond our own: with the life of the Kingdom of God. The church is not the Kingdom of God. The Kingdom of God, like the mustard seed, gets everywhere: the Church needs to ‘reach out’, to be able to find it.

‘Missional’ is a technical jargon word, and can risk confusion. We might still think of ‘missionaries’ as Christians sent from this country to other parts of the world with the message of the gospel to those who, it was believed, hadn’t heard of Jesus and needed to become ‘Christians like us’. Tragically, the history of Christian ‘mission’ has been entangled in the violent, exploitative history of colonialism, empire-building, slavery and racism. There is much in the church’s missionary history that demands repentance, reparation and radical rethinking for our understanding of mission in the future.

But the ‘sending’ that is in the word ‘mission’ (the Latin word ‘missio means ‘sent’) is first and foremost not about human beings being sent, but about God’s sending: God sent his son, Jesus, to live among us; God sends the Holy Spirit to live within us and between us. God’s sending, into our world, is about bringing God’s shalom: the Hebrew word for God’s peace, justice, wholeness and healing for all creation. So our proper ‘mission’, as Christians, is to join in ‘the mission of God’ – to discover where Jesus and the Spirit are already present and active, already at work bringing shalom, in every corner of the world God loves.

So what might such an approach to ‘mission’ look like in practice? Many church denominations across the world have adopted what are known as the ‘5 Marks of Mission’:


There is much that is helpful about this ‘teasing out’ of mission into five interrelated dimensions. It reminds us that the ‘reaching out’ of mission includes not just the sharing of the Christian story that we call ‘evangelism’ (next week’s theme), but also forms of loving service, peace-and-justice seeking, and creation care (the 3rd, 4th and 5th Marks are not ‘optional extras’ if we’ve still got some time and energy left after the first two!). It reminds us that our neighbours include not just every other human being on the planet, but also the non-human life that we share the earth with. But what’s potentially unhelpful about these ‘5 Marks’ is that they all emphasise what we do: it’s us, the church, doing the ‘telling’, the ‘teaching’, the ‘tending’, the ‘transforming’ and the ‘treasuring’. But the church is not the Kingdom of God. Creation care, peace-and-justice seeking, and loving service are happening all over the place, far beyond the reach of the church – and often in spite of the church.

How might we think about mission differently, then? What if we turn the ‘5 Marks of Mission’ around? What if we look first for what is happening in our world, in our society, in our neighbourhoods that looks like God at work? What if we look for the signs of the rampant, invasive, wild mustard seed springing up in places we’d usually overlook or ignore? What if we start with paying attention to ‘the life of the earth’ (5th Mark) and see if, through it, we might just discover afresh ‘the Good News of the Kingdom’ (1st Mark)? Then, perhaps, ‘mission’ might look something like this:

5.         To discover where God is sustaining and renewing the life of the earth, and to join with others in striving to safeguard the integrity of creation;

4.         To discover where God is bringing peace and reconciliation, and where, in the power of God, people are transforming the unjust structures of society and challenging violence of every kind – to open ourselves to being challenged and transformed, and to join in this movement of peace-and-justice seeking;

3.         To discover where, in the love of God, people are responding to human need by loving service – to open ourselves to receive this love and care from others, to encourage, nurture and celebrate those gifts in others, and to join in this movement of loving care;

2.         To listen to and learn from our neighbours (other Christians, neighbours of other faiths, and our ‘non-religious’ neighbours); and with them, to discover God’s Story, afresh, to learn to re-tell our stories within God’s Story, and to find ways of journeying deeper together into the love of God;

1.         In all these encounters, where we see God at work and the Kingdom of God springing to life, to proclaim the Good News that ‘the Kingdom of God is at hand’ (Mark 1:15)

We will return to all of these themes in the weeks to come, but for now, I wonder – how does ‘growing missionally’ look different, now we’ve turned around what ‘mission’ means? Remember the symbiosis that goes on in trees. Trees don’t just give life to other creatures and organisms. They are part of a bigger ecosystem, with a multitude of other creatures and organisms, that all depend on each other for their life and health and growth. The tree’s branches, as with its roots, enable it to reach out, to connect with that bigger ecosystem, in mutual, life-giving encounters. Similarly, ‘growing missionally’ is about us reaching out, to connect with our human and non-human neighbours, seeking God’s shalom, seeking God’s Kingdom, in and through those mutual, life-giving encounters.

In our community-building journey here in Hodge Hill over many years now, we have often come back to some words first spoken by a group of native Australian activists, to some well-meaning ‘missionary’ development workers:

‘If you have come here to help us, then you are wasting your time. But if you have come because your liberation is bound up with ours, then let us work together.’

Reflection (Paul Wright)

Thinking about today’s reflection, I re-read all the reflections so far, today’s reading, and Al’s introduction and reflection on the mustard seed. I came out of last Sunday’s lunchtime reflection with so many thoughts floating around my head, so I went for a run hoping for some inspiration or clarification. As I ran, Bon Jovi came onto my playlist, and as I listened my mind went to a story from Australian comedian Adam Hills (from the TV show The Last Leg), who tells of a time when he was singing along to Jon Bon Jovi with a bunch of strangers, in the green room before a show in Belgium, and how they bonded through the singing. It made me think about community building and the Kingdom of God, the coming together of many different people to make a symphony or a song. I thought that might make a funny ending to the reflection, but the more I thought, the more it spoke clearly to how I understand what it means to grow missionally. (You can watch the clip on YouTube with this link.)

Firstly, it’s crucial to think about our understanding of the Kingdom of God. From today’s reading I had always taken that small acts of kindness can lead to transformation. As Gandhi put it, ‘be the change you want to see in the world’. I still think this is true, but the deeper understanding of the nature of the mustard seed shared by Al opens up a much richer and deeper understanding of the Kingdom of God, and resonates with where I feel I have experienced it. It is wild, it’s infectious (probably not the best word to use in a pandemic!), as God is seeking out opportunities to permeate the disrupted ecosystem, sunlit edges, churned up ground and poor soil. I believe the Kingdom of God is everywhere, but I feel it can be most felt in places that we deem fragmented, degraded, forgotten, polluted, or broken.

The Kingdom, witnessed in creation, is harvesting energy, reconstructing all the cycles and connections that have been severed. The mustard seed: the pioneer, the enabler, the opportunist will find a way to become present, to germinate, gradually bringing about a new equilibrium, where other plants and trees can begin to flourish. It is within this understanding of the Kingdom of God being already present and active, that we find the mission of God. We are asked to seek it, to find it, to shine a light on it, join in, be involved, and help nurture places where all can flourish.

But how?! How can we ‘reach out to encounter and connect with neighbours near and far, and with the earth itself’. I return to Adam in the green room. He wanted to connect, he wants to have an encounter, not just sit in silence. He felt anxious, not knowing how to relate, how to reach out, and how to connect. I feel this can be like churches/Christians thinking about mission, not knowing how, having few reference points for connection, and not knowing what to do. Fearful of being vulnerable, of change, or being rejected. This can be especially prevalent if the local community has changed, become more diverse, where there has been an increase in poverty, a feeling of being more disconnected. I can see how people fall into the role of being the do-ers and the providers. These people need help so let’s help! The lure of being helpful is tempting. I also think this can happen when the church is already busy ‘doing’. How can we have time to encounter and connect when we have so much to do? Undeniably, being helpful is, well, helpful, and these acts are crucial to the life of community. But I don’t think that is what Jesus is asking of us when he says seek first the Kingdom of God (Matthew 6:33).

I think it starts with listening and paying attention. Adam, in his story, notices the guy who softly sings the first line of the song to himself. He doesn’t perhaps realise he has done it and he has made himself vulnerable. But Adam notices and he sees an opportunity to connect, but it also takes vulnerability to join in. He doesn’t change the song, he doesn’t make the other guy sing the song he would like him to sing, he just brings himself and joins in. The joining together brings a connection and eventually brings together the whole room. Someone once told me that they encounter the Kingdom of God like being in an orchestra. Where many people bring their gifts, their instruments, and come together to make a beautiful joyful symphony. I love this image, but I don’t play an instrument, so I resonate more with Adam and his comedian friends singing Bon Jovi songs pretty badly like no-one is watching, but finding connection and joy. As Adam says they bonded, they Jon Bonded!

It is important to know that in engaging in mission, what Adam describes takes years of intentional community building, seeking and creating spaces and opportunities for connection and encounter. Patiently listening for people to share their hopes, dreams, skills, gifts and passions (singing the first line of a song). Building trust so we can truly embrace our vulnerability, our worries, our anxieties, and our fears. All this so we can share in the gifts of each other and build something beautiful together.

My final thoughts are more a set of questions. How is community building and missional activity influencing our ‘Trees of Life’?

Thinking of the roots, and the Quaker model of spirituality (that we encountered in Week 2): how is this influencing how we experience and understand God? How is this shaping how we understand who we are and why we are? How is this shaping how we relate and who we relate to? And how does this shape how we act and how we live?

Thinking of the trunk: in our communal life, whose gifts are we embracing? Who is welcome and who’s doing the welcoming? Who is given space to participate? How are we allowing ourselves to be vulnerable and open to being changed?

Thinking of the ‘leaves’ of our evangelism, how does our missional community-building influence how we hear stories, share our stories, and share in God’s story?

And thinking of growing the fruit of the Kingdom, how does our community-building and connection-making influence how we seek justice, love with kindness, and walk humbly with God?

All this is potentially challenging, but asking these questions opens up the possibility of a new equilibrium, and a space where all can begin to flourish. To encourage us on this journey I will leave you with Adam’s portrayal of Israelis and Palestinians singing Bon Jovi’s ‘Living on a Prayer’ together: ‘sure they’d be arguing about which prayer, but at least they’d be singing together’.


5th Gospel (Lucy Poulson)

Despite my love for and advocacy for the important of all of the arts, I can’t draw or paint for toffee (as my Mum would’ve said). But if I have a good friend who can, and does! And when this happens, she often includes the image of a tree and, more often than not, birds of all kinds perched elegantly in its branches….

Through reflecting on the parable of the mustard seed, I have been continuously drawn back to the idea of a small, fluffy creature nestled inside, sheltering, resting. This probably won’t come to much of a surprise to anyone who knows me and the endless visits to the vets and rabbit dramas which lockdown held for me, but it has surprised me how the tree has taken on a new significance in my thinking.

If I could draw, I’m sure I would now be excitedly beginning a new project around this theme, and the main image I have is of a tiny bird caught up in a strong breeze, whirlwind or tsunami, being flung all around the air against their will, unsure what to expect next… This painting would have to be one of a series as I imagine the bird occasionally, seemingly by chance rather than design, landing on a branch and stopping, pausing, resting, recovering, perhaps healing from wounds, before taking off again.

I can relate to this tiny bird as myself and my own journey, and spiritual journey through life. A significant part of my faith journey was looking back on reaching adulthood and seeing clearly the growing list of people (several of whom will be reading this reflection, thanks to God’s awesome planning!) who had offered me a kind of love and care which stood out, changed me, gave me hope, peace, a sense of security, and rest.

Throughout recent months, connecting and reaching out to others has been a challenge for all of us, but in my work for Open Door it has also meant that passing ‘hello’s and ‘how are you’s have been replaced by hours upon hours of phone calls. Many of these have been brief and practical, but many more focussed on offering a much needed friendly ear and several have developed or created deep and significant relationships.

I hope and pray that, through phone calls and doorstep conversations from those I have had the privilege to offer some support to during this time, that I may have been able to offer some of the comfort, sense of God’s love and moments of rest so generously given to me in the past and the present.

Questions for reflection / discussion

As I read / listened to the readings and reflections for this week…

·         what did I notice, or what particularly stood out for me?


·         what did they make me wonder, or what questions am I pondering?


·         what have they helped me realise?


·         is there anything I want to do or change in the light of this week's topic?


On this week’s theme – growing missionally (‘branches’):

·         In what ways am I noticing us reaching outwards (& connecting with others) as a church community during this time?


·         What are the things that are helping me [or us] connect with my neighbours & the earth at the moment?

  • What am I noticing at the moment that it would be good for us, as a church community, to nurture and develop, in the coming months, to help us continue to grow missionally?

  • What is not happening at the moment, that am I missing, that would usually help me [or us] reach out & connect?

  • Is there anything that is not happening at the moment, that we have an opportunity to let go of?


Any other reflections…


A prayer for this journey:

God our Maker, Jesus our Grounding, Holy Spirit our Living Water,
in you is our hope, in you is our life, in you we grow and flourish:
in the changes, challenges and uncertainties of our world,
help us to reach down deep, as we root our trust in you;
help us to reach out wide,
in loving connection with our neighbours near and far;
and may we see and share your goodness
as the life of your kingdom springs up in us, around us and beyond us.
Amen.


Activities / conversation-starters for people of all ages

In our reading today, the mustard tree provides a home for the birds of the air. It provides a place of safety, shelter and connection, and its branches offer space for others to live.

  • Find somewhere, inside or outside, where you can see a tree. Look and see what sort of life it supports – its own leave and fruit, and any birds or animals that have made their home in it.
  • Watch from a distance to see if any birds or animals are coming and going.
  • Get closer to see if you can see any insects, fungi or other forms of life being supported by the tree.
I wonder who you’re connected to and how?

  • On a piece of paper, draw yourself or write your name in the middle, and then make a mind map of all the connections you have to other people or groups of people.
  • These are some of your ‘branches’. As you look at what you have drawn/written, thank God for these people and your connection to them.
  • Where among these ‘branches’ have you noticed something that reminds you of God’s kingdom of peace and justice?
Today’s reading talks about branches growing form a tiny seed.

  • If you have some seeds at home, plant some. If you don’t have some seeds, and are able to get out for a walk, look out for seeds you could collect to plant. 
  • What do you notice about your seeds now? Their size, shape, colour, texture… Make a note or draw a picture. Go back to your seeds after a few weeks, and see how they have changed – compare what you can see with the notes you made before. You might want to keep a record – using drawing, writing or photography – of how they change and grow over the next weeks and months.



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